| be a bitch by yourself |
[Dec. 6th, 2009|02:15 am] |
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If you want to flaunt your 'wit', do it by yourself. Don't ask others to pass the message for you. It is super cowardly and downright lame. Time to grow up, senior. |
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[Dec. 5th, 2009|04:05 am] |
Goodness gracious it's like 4am and my dad's still playing computer! And he has work tomorrow!! He either managed to download Command and Conquer or he's still playing Dune. I don't know what happened to his maturity. He has to wake up 4 hours later and he's not that kind who sleeps very little you know. Maybe when he was younger, he was like me now? That would explain a lot.
Oh anyway N, X and I completed Heroes Siege! It was really fun and I don't mind attempting all over again! It feels damnnn great when you become all powerful and invincible! It's quite funny like after 2 hours we came out and like, "YEHH! BUT, what do we do now?"
Anyway, I think I'm addicted to Bon Jovi. I only listen to him now and I even dreamt about him two nights ago. He was at fish&co, just minding his own business eating fish. And I was singing to him.. when I cant even sing for nuts. Dreams are so random. |
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[Dec. 4th, 2009|10:45 pm] |
It's almost time when the time is here the time that's only once a year we can hardly wait cause it's so near a woodland critter christmas!  I would love to do something like that in my home Or make a stunning plate of eyeball cakes 
After my stupid exams I'll plan a project to embark on. A tiny unambitious project.
But now I've got to focus on studying. Gawddammit
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| Life's about risks |
[Dec. 4th, 2009|01:18 am] |
I'm loving Prunes II so bloody much! With his absolutely amazing capabilites, possibilities are made possible. :D
 The most wonderful tech doll.
Anddd I just had one of the loveliest conversations with bp (:
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| i can be... |
[Nov. 27th, 2009|06:27 am] |
Intruding Demanding Disrespectful Over emotional Over sensitive
Sigh, some of my weaknesses, other already being a super procrastinator, lazy, sleepyhead, and a potentially self-destructive person. I hate that I can be all that.
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| braindead |
[Nov. 17th, 2009|02:29 am] |
Initially, I didnt realise my birthday was arriving so soon until my mom asked what I wanna do for it. So like, oh, its coming oh right. Then forgot again, until rebecca and eelin texted me to ask when I am free and stuff and I was like oh okay dadidum dont intend to celebrate anything this year...like its no big deal I am only 20 leh not 80. Anyway the point is, despite their texts today, I was still confused. I dont know why I kept thinking my birthday's next week! Until I checked the date a minute ago and its like 17 Nov already so like..oh, two more days?? Seriously I dont know wtf's going on in my head.. Like its not only about this. I cant think right recently. I think I need to study la. Never study enough, thats why my brain is deteriorating. For real. I cant get chain of events in the right order and I cant focus on my work. Its like the world is constantly at a standstill for me every moment such that I cant think ahead or backwards.
Do you know what I am saying? (Butters, 2009)
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| Mommy |
[Nov. 15th, 2009|04:04 pm] |
She can be so irritating, so intrusive, but so self-sacrificial (to the point of annoyance). Sigh, I need to start making some real money so I can move out. Call me immature and ungrateful. I know maybe it does seem like it, but ugh there's a limit to my patience and tolerance, and it's amazing for anyone to reach that point. She asks too much. I realised, the more I entertain her stupid questions, the more she asks! It's akin to a cat or monkey. Like when you give them food they don't stop following you. The best thing is, after you answer her questions, she likes to give her parochial opinions and you just can't find anything to rebuke them because you know you'll just be wasting your effort to make her see your point. See! I am always surrounded by so many close-minded people WHY??
I am listening to Imagine now its the only song which can calm me down because John Lennon is simply too inspiring and his voice is nerve-calming. His voice a mystical tune amidst the sounds of television channels switching every minute. I cant even watch sytycd peacefully with my dad in control of the remote. Nevermind parents already.
You know, when you do nice things for people, you got to feel happy doing it, YOU KNOW?! I hate it when people do things for other people and then complain about it. Maybe, you have to do it out of obligation, but my advice to you dumbasses is that dont fucking do something you dont wanna do for others because you are lying to them and to yourself. I hate most of the world.
So angsty.
Imagine there's no heaven, its easy if you try. Imagine there's no hell, above us only sky. God is a concept by which we measure our pain.
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| I gave my heart already |
[Nov. 10th, 2009|01:45 am] |
The line ended with a draggy beep. I shut my sight to an envelope of darkness followed by beads of emotions. This is one of the first times and this proves that I'm heading towards the Ultimate. In short, don't hurt me I will die.
Sigh. I forever will become like this whenever the sacred l word is concerned. I suck.
Yesterday, a little bear appeared on my doorstep, wrapped in a familiar blue towel. Thank you, it is really cute. You used to be great, then you werent for a long time. And now I dont really know what to call this. I loved you and I still care about you. Truly.
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[Nov. 6th, 2009|02:05 pm] |
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I just realised I chose you over $2000. And I did it again. I am getting so sick of love. But I cant help it. Cant help choosing you over myself. |
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| Abigail's Body |
[Nov. 2nd, 2009|01:42 am] |
Jennifer's Body sucks tits!!! Seriously the direction throughout the show is rubbish. Chip didn't even look that scared when fox was gonna gobble him up. "She's flying" is all he could say. And was the movie attempting to ooze some lesbo shit? BFFs gone wrong, seriously. Basically I think the acting sucks and Fox has not been acting so well since the first Transformers movie. The second one, she was utter rubbish. I dont think she was even an actress in that show. Back to JB, the only thing I liked was her haggardness when she was hungry. That bit was convincing yo. And also, when she came back into the house looking for Needy with that demonic thing going on and blood stains on her teeth! Thats what Im talking about man. We need more than just a pretty face and hot body from Fox! And seriously, shes too mature looking for high school shit anymore. And what the hell was she thinking when she got into the van with the bunch of Low Shoulder losers. Did she wanna have sex or not!? Seemed like she wanted neither.
Anyway I didnt expect such a 'freaktarded' movie because it is apparently doing quite well in the theatres. Guess Fox killed it with her hot bod. Is that all? But she was worse in Transformers 2 la. I used to like her when she could act.
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